Self-Examination: Is My Heart Being Filled by Satan?
This examination requires humility, honesty, and a willingness to confront uncomfortable truths.
1. Examine Your Desires and Affections:
Question: What do I truly love and desire above all else? Is it God, His will, and His kingdom, or is it worldly possessions, power, pleasure, or self-glory?
Signs of Satanic Influence: A consuming desire for things contrary to God's Word, a persistent pull towards what you know is sinful, or an aversion to spiritual disciplines and the things of God.
Bible Verse:
1 John 2:15-17 (NIV): "Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in them. For everything in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—comes not from the Father but from the world. The world and its desires pass away, but whoever does the will of God lives forever."
2. Examine Your Actions and Habits:
Question: What are the consistent patterns of my behavior? Do my actions reflect the fruit of the Spirit, or the works of the flesh?
Signs of Satanic Influence: A habitual engagement in serious sin without remorse, a persistent pattern of lying, cheating, hatred, malice, or destructive behavior. If you find yourself repeatedly committing sins you know are wrong, without a desire for repentance or change, it's a serious indicator of deep-seated issues.
Bible Verses:
Galatians 5:19-21 (NIV): "The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God."
Galatians 5:22-23 (NIV): "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law."
3. Examine Your Thoughts and Attitudes:
Question: What occupies my mind? Are my thoughts dominated by bitterness, resentment, greed, lust, envy, or destructive schemes?
Signs of Satanic Influence: A mind perpetually consumed by evil imaginations, an inability to forgive, a constant critical spirit, or thoughts that lead to harmful actions. The enemy often works by planting seeds of doubt, fear, and temptation in the mind.
Bible Verses:
2 Corinthians 10:5 (NIV): "We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ."
Philippians 4:8 (NIV): "Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things."
4. Examine Your Relationship with God and His Word:
Question: Do I hunger for God's Word? Do I desire to pray and worship Him? Is there a sense of conviction when I sin?
Signs of Satanic Influence: An aversion to prayer, Bible reading, fellowship with believers, or worship. A hardened heart that feels no conviction for sin, or a cynical attitude towards spiritual things. The enemy seeks to blind us to the truth and harden our hearts against God.
Bible Verses:
Hebrews 3:12-13 (NIV): "See to it, brothers and sisters, that none of you has a sinful, unbelieving heart that turns away from the living God. But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called 'Today,' so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness."
John 8:47 (NIV): "Whoever belongs to God hears what God says. The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God."
5. Examine Your Response to Truth and Correction:
Question: Am I open to correction from God's Word and from godly individuals? Do I respond with humility or defensiveness?
Signs of Satanic Influence: A resistance to conviction, a refusal to repent, a consistent blaming of others, or an inability to admit wrongdoing. The devil is the father of lies and seeks to keep people in deception.
Bible Verse:
Proverbs 15:10 (NIV): "Stern discipline awaits anyone who leaves the path; whoever hates correction will die."
6. Examine Your Level of Peace and Joy:
Question: Do I experience the peace and joy that come from walking with Christ, or am I filled with anxiety, despair, anger, or a pervasive sense of emptiness?
Signs of Satanic Influence: While life brings trials, a chronic state of ungodly anger, bitterness, deep despair unrelated to external circumstances, or a profound lack of spiritual peace can be a sign that the enemy is at work trying to steal joy and create chaos.
Bible Verse:
Romans 14:17 (NIV): "For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit."
Important Considerations:
Conviction vs. Condemnation: The Holy Spirit convicts us of sin to draw us to repentance and restoration (John 16:8). Satan condemns us to drive us to despair and away from God. If this self-examination fills you with hopeless condemnation, that is not from God.
Repentance is Key: If you find areas where you believe ungodly influence is strong, the answer is not despair, but immediate and sincere repentance. Turn away from the sin, confess it to God, and seek His forgiveness and power to change.
Seek Godly Counsel: If you are deeply concerned, or feel overwhelmed by this examination, please seek counsel from a trusted pastor, spiritual mentor, or mature Christian. They can offer prayer, discernment, and guidance.
The Power of Christ: Remember, "greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world" (1 John 4:4). For those who belong to Christ, Satan can tempt, accuse, and oppress, but he cannot ultimately "fill and live in" a heart that has been surrendered to God and cleansed by the blood of Jesus.
This self-examination is a spiritual barometer. It helps you understand if you are truly walking in the light and submitting to God's Spirit, or if you are habitually yielding to the darkness. The ultimate goal is to draw closer to God, seeking His purification and guidance, and living a life that glorifies Him.